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[ strange. 9s can always find him too — usually from one rooftop or another. must be an android thing.
nervous, jude shifts from foot to foot, balancing himself on his heels and glancing around to seek out 2b's presence. when he'd woken up this morning, there had been a blanket draped over him, but 2b was gone. needless to say, jude is more than a little mortified by what happened last night. he doesn't even remember half the things he might have said. were they that awful? what if he offended her? he did fall asleep on her — isn't that embarrassing in itself?
what if, what if, what if. he can't stand the thought of making a fool of himself in front of someone he admires so much. ]
[ strange. 9s can always find him too — usually from one rooftop or another. must be an android thing.
nervous, jude shifts from foot to foot, balancing himself on his heels and glancing around to seek out 2b's presence. when he'd woken up this morning, there had been a blanket draped over him, but 2b was gone. needless to say, jude is more than a little mortified by what happened last night. he doesn't even remember half the things he might have said. were they that awful? what if he offended her? he did fall asleep on her — isn't that embarrassing in itself?
what if, what if, what if. he can't stand the thought of making a fool of himself in front of someone he admires so much. ]
[And just like 9S, she'll be dropping in from seemingly out of nowhere. Probably from a rooftop, after running and jumping from wherever she originally was, but she lands with far more grace than you'd expect a literal hunk of metal to have.
Still, she's basically dropping out of the sky. Hopefully Jude's gotten used to this by now...]
Hello, Jude. [For as much as he's worrying though, she seems the same as ever, calm and collected. Definitely not high anymore.]
Still, she's basically dropping out of the sky. Hopefully Jude's gotten used to this by now...]
Hello, Jude. [For as much as he's worrying though, she seems the same as ever, calm and collected. Definitely not high anymore.]
[ jude jumps back, but it only takes him a second or two to recover and breath a sigh of relief. he does his best to offer 2b his usual amicable smile. ]
Hello to you, too, 2B.
[ it seems the high is long gone for both of them. ]
So...
[ so. he rubs the back of his neck, averting his gaze. how exactly does he start? ]
I... I feel like I owe you an apology. For last night. I wasn't thinking straight. I barely knew right from left.
Hello to you, too, 2B.
[ it seems the high is long gone for both of them. ]
So...
[ so. he rubs the back of his neck, averting his gaze. how exactly does he start? ]
I... I feel like I owe you an apology. For last night. I wasn't thinking straight. I barely knew right from left.
[A frown tugs briefly at her lips. Neither of them were thinking straight, and it's not as if he did something wrong. She doesn't think he did at least. Sure he was rather affectionate and even fell asleep on her, but that didn't exactly bother her. Confused her maybe, but never bothered.]
There's nothing to apologize for. Besides, I don't think either of us were thinking clearly. [Really though what was in that vial!!]
There's nothing to apologize for. Besides, I don't think either of us were thinking clearly. [Really though what was in that vial!!]
Oh.
[Despite all the static and the hazy state of her mind, being what she is, she was still able to recall everything that happened with near perfect clarity. It made her questions some of her actions, sure, but she didn't forget any of them. There's... something a little sad to her, that Jude doesn't remember all of it. She's a little too used to that kind of thing, after all.
But she also realizes that human memory would work very differently from her own, and it probably shouldn't be a surprise that whatever was in the vial had such an effect on people. It would be silly to be upset about this when she understands that.]
I see. I didn't have a problem with you falling asleep on me, although I'm surprised you think I was comfortable. [Would sleeping on a person really feel that comfortable?? The position doesn't seem ideal...] But I'm glad we had the chance to talk more, too. I enjoy speaking with you.
[Despite all the static and the hazy state of her mind, being what she is, she was still able to recall everything that happened with near perfect clarity. It made her questions some of her actions, sure, but she didn't forget any of them. There's... something a little sad to her, that Jude doesn't remember all of it. She's a little too used to that kind of thing, after all.
But she also realizes that human memory would work very differently from her own, and it probably shouldn't be a surprise that whatever was in the vial had such an effect on people. It would be silly to be upset about this when she understands that.]
I see. I didn't have a problem with you falling asleep on me, although I'm surprised you think I was comfortable. [Would sleeping on a person really feel that comfortable?? The position doesn't seem ideal...] But I'm glad we had the chance to talk more, too. I enjoy speaking with you.
I enjoy it, too, but...
[ jude just sort of squints at her, brows knit in concern. he's pretty good at reading people — even androids with goggles to hide their expression. something just feels a little Off, and jude isn't the type to ignore those emotional cues, even if he turns out to be worrying for nothing. ]
Are you sure you're alright?
[ jude just sort of squints at her, brows knit in concern. he's pretty good at reading people — even androids with goggles to hide their expression. something just feels a little Off, and jude isn't the type to ignore those emotional cues, even if he turns out to be worrying for nothing. ]
Are you sure you're alright?
[Wow it's a good thing Jude didn't notice anything off last night. She probably wouldn't have been able to hide it. It's a little surprising to her that he's noticed anything though; 9S is almost unfortunately good at seeing through her, but she figured his nature as a top of the line Scanner played a good part in that. She already knows she's not really that good at acting, but maybe she's not as good at controlling her expressions as she thought...]
I'm fine. [Her tone is calm and even, just as it always is. She thinks she's fine, after all. Jude not remembering everything that happened is a little saddening, but she doesn't think it's anything worth bringing up.] Why do you ask?
I'm fine. [Her tone is calm and even, just as it always is. She thinks she's fine, after all. Jude not remembering everything that happened is a little saddening, but she doesn't think it's anything worth bringing up.] Why do you ask?
... We could, if you'd like to.
[Although she doesn't readily say she'd be happy to do so either. There's no question that Jude's sharp, and she truly enjoys speaking with him, but if they talked about the sort of things they talked about last night, she's not sure how much she'd end up unintentionally giving away.
Sure, there's no reason to have to hide anything anymore. She really would like to be more honest, more open. But if she's being honest with herself at least, there are some things she's not ready to be honest about right now. Maybe not ever.]
[Although she doesn't readily say she'd be happy to do so either. There's no question that Jude's sharp, and she truly enjoys speaking with him, but if they talked about the sort of things they talked about last night, she's not sure how much she'd end up unintentionally giving away.
Sure, there's no reason to have to hide anything anymore. She really would like to be more honest, more open. But if she's being honest with herself at least, there are some things she's not ready to be honest about right now. Maybe not ever.]
I like listening to you though.
[Maybe she wouldn't necessarily call it rambling... But hearing what he thinks is honestly interesting to her. For one, it's insightful as a look into a how a human would view things, but more than that, it's opportunity to see how Jude views things. As his friend, that's definitely important to her.]
[Maybe she wouldn't necessarily call it rambling... But hearing what he thinks is honestly interesting to her. For one, it's insightful as a look into a how a human would view things, but more than that, it's opportunity to see how Jude views things. As his friend, that's definitely important to her.]
[ he'd be flattered if he could read her mind, but... ]
The feeling is mutual. It's fuzzy and all, but I do know that hearing you open up was... it was nice.
[ and so was seeing her expression, those soft blue eyes of hers, but he'll keep that part to himself. ]
The feeling is mutual. It's fuzzy and all, but I do know that hearing you open up was... it was nice.
[ and so was seeing her expression, those soft blue eyes of hers, but he'll keep that part to himself. ]
[She almost wants to say that she'll open up (or more like try to open up) if he wants her to, but she's pretty sure he wouldn't be satisfied with an answer like that...
She thinks she'd like to try to, if nothing else, and that has to count for something, right? She'd always wished she could back in her world. It was too late for her to try and talk more with 6O or the Commander or Anemone. Now that she actually has the chance to, wouldn't it be strange not at at least try?]
... It was nice, yeah. [In its own way. She didn't really like talking about why emotions being prohibited would be better, but there were a lot of things she didn't mind talking about, even liked talking about.] So I'd like to talk like that again. Really.
She thinks she'd like to try to, if nothing else, and that has to count for something, right? She'd always wished she could back in her world. It was too late for her to try and talk more with 6O or the Commander or Anemone. Now that she actually has the chance to, wouldn't it be strange not at at least try?]
... It was nice, yeah. [In its own way. She didn't really like talking about why emotions being prohibited would be better, but there were a lot of things she didn't mind talking about, even liked talking about.] So I'd like to talk like that again. Really.
Then... that makes me happier than words can describe.
[ jude's smile is soft, warm; it reaches his eyes, entirely genuine. he has a lot of different shades of smiles, but this smile is rarer. it's a smile 9s has likened to sunshine. ]
I'm really glad we met, 2B. I can't stress that enough. Everything about you fascinates me, but it's more than that.
[ jude's smile is soft, warm; it reaches his eyes, entirely genuine. he has a lot of different shades of smiles, but this smile is rarer. it's a smile 9s has likened to sunshine. ]
I'm really glad we met, 2B. I can't stress that enough. Everything about you fascinates me, but it's more than that.
[9S hadn't been wrong in that description. There's something almost unbearably warm in his expression, she's not sure what she could've done for him to smile like this. It practically feels like a gift, just being able to see it. She knows without a doubt that it's a smile she'll never forget.]
What is it then? If you don't mind my asking. [She doesn't want to step out of bounds here, but it's truly difficult for her to understand how and why he feels the way he does.]
What is it then? If you don't mind my asking. [She doesn't want to step out of bounds here, but it's truly difficult for her to understand how and why he feels the way he does.]
Of course I don't mind.
[ jude hums, thoughtful, mulling over his words before he speaks. this is important. ]
Your plain fascination with both us humans and the world around you. Your sincerity. Your gentleness. Your kindness. Your strength, both inside and out. How much you care about all the little things.
And... there's this warmth about you. I can't quite place what it is, but it's there. This comforting presence.
[ he has a feeling 2b, and perhaps certain others, sees herself as a colder person, but jude sees the opposite. ]
I feel like I might have said some of these things before... but I'll say them as many times as I need to. They bear repeating. You even cared when I told you how much sleep I getting. It's... it's nice, to be looked out for. To be around someone who just makes you feel safe.
[ jude is a rather interesting shade of red. did he say too much? is he the one who stepped out of bounds? ]
I... I admire you.
[ jude hums, thoughtful, mulling over his words before he speaks. this is important. ]
Your plain fascination with both us humans and the world around you. Your sincerity. Your gentleness. Your kindness. Your strength, both inside and out. How much you care about all the little things.
And... there's this warmth about you. I can't quite place what it is, but it's there. This comforting presence.
[ he has a feeling 2b, and perhaps certain others, sees herself as a colder person, but jude sees the opposite. ]
I feel like I might have said some of these things before... but I'll say them as many times as I need to. They bear repeating. You even cared when I told you how much sleep I getting. It's... it's nice, to be looked out for. To be around someone who just makes you feel safe.
[ jude is a rather interesting shade of red. did he say too much? is he the one who stepped out of bounds? ]
I... I admire you.
[She'd probably feel odd hearing that a human admires her regardless, but coming from someone as kind as Jude, she feels... guilty. She doesn't deserve his admiration, not when she's done what she's done. Sure, she has no intention of sharing her past or repeating any of those events, yet knowing what she's done, she thinks she's the last person to deserve something like admiration from anyone, let alone Jude.
For the first time, she seriously considers whether or not keeping what happened so tightly under wraps might be deceiving. She doesn't think it's necessary for anyone to know when she knows she'd never hurt 9S again, but she's also sure that Jude wouldn't say that if he knew the truth. Humans shouldn't admire androids when they're just trying to emulate them, let alone an android whose duty was to kill their partner over and over again.
Despite all the praise, and through no fault of his, his feelings hurt her.]
... I don't deserve your admiration. [Her tone is calm and even as always, the same as what's visible of her expression. Still, the words alone already say a lot.]
For the first time, she seriously considers whether or not keeping what happened so tightly under wraps might be deceiving. She doesn't think it's necessary for anyone to know when she knows she'd never hurt 9S again, but she's also sure that Jude wouldn't say that if he knew the truth. Humans shouldn't admire androids when they're just trying to emulate them, let alone an android whose duty was to kill their partner over and over again.
Despite all the praise, and through no fault of his, his feelings hurt her.]
... I don't deserve your admiration. [Her tone is calm and even as always, the same as what's visible of her expression. Still, the words alone already say a lot.]
... 2B?
[ jude can immediately tell something is wrong. he might not be able to see it in her eyes or hear it in her voice, but... her response alone, her blank expression — it speaks volumes. ]
Did I... Did I say something wrong?
[ he sounds regretful. that's the first thing that comes to mind. the last thing jude wanted to do was hurt her. he wanted to make her smile. if it were up to him, 2b and 9s would always be smiling. ]
[ jude can immediately tell something is wrong. he might not be able to see it in her eyes or hear it in her voice, but... her response alone, her blank expression — it speaks volumes. ]
Did I... Did I say something wrong?
[ he sounds regretful. that's the first thing that comes to mind. the last thing jude wanted to do was hurt her. he wanted to make her smile. if it were up to him, 2b and 9s would always be smiling. ]
No.
[Her response comes immediately, firm but reassuring. It's not Jude's fault that his words had such an effect on her. The last thing she should be doing, as both an android and his friend, is causing him undue worry with something she sees as a personal problem.]
It's nothing. You don't need to worry about it. [Although she has a feeling that won't stop him from worrying about it... She wishes conversation came as naturally to her as it does with 9S, or as it did with 6O. She can't even think of another topic to transition to that could takes his mind off this.]
[Her response comes immediately, firm but reassuring. It's not Jude's fault that his words had such an effect on her. The last thing she should be doing, as both an android and his friend, is causing him undue worry with something she sees as a personal problem.]
It's nothing. You don't need to worry about it. [Although she has a feeling that won't stop him from worrying about it... She wishes conversation came as naturally to her as it does with 9S, or as it did with 6O. She can't even think of another topic to transition to that could takes his mind off this.]
[She sighs, but it's fond rather than out of anything sad. He's right in that she knows better than that, and yet:]
And you know me well enough that I'd say that even while knowing that, right? [There's a hint of humor to her voice though, almost teasing.] You have nothing to apologize for, really. It's fine.
[It definitely isn't fine, but you'll never hear that from her!! She'll make use of her (un)healthy coping mechanisms for as long as possible.]
And you know me well enough that I'd say that even while knowing that, right? [There's a hint of humor to her voice though, almost teasing.] You have nothing to apologize for, really. It's fine.
[It definitely isn't fine, but you'll never hear that from her!! She'll make use of her (un)healthy coping mechanisms for as long as possible.]
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