apatheia: (r u fukkin kiddin me m8)
2B 【YoRHa No.2 Type B】 ([personal profile] apatheia) wrote2020-01-01 12:59 am
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[personal profile] talim 2017-11-01 03:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ her duty. her duty.

jude clenches his fists so hard his knuckles turn white. he can't look at her. he can't do anything. he can't move. he feels frozen in place. ]


What... would have happened, if you didn't follow those orders? If you chose to defy them?

[ his voice is carefully measured. it's a simple question — at least, jude thinks so. he doesn't realize how many layers there are to this, how complicated it is.

all he knows is that he feels completely and utterly betrayed. ]
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[personal profile] talim 2017-11-01 04:11 am (UTC)(link)
So you didn't... you didn't want to kill him. Tell me that much.

[ inwardly, he's begging her to agree to that. he needs her to agree to that. ]
Edited 2017-11-01 04:13 (UTC)
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[personal profile] talim 2017-11-01 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
I believe you.

[ jude, humiliated, presses the balls of his fists to his eyes to make a pathetic attempt at hiding the fact that he's getting a bit choked up. his emotions are so overwhelming he can't stop them from spilling over. he couldn't stop them if he tried. his chest c

none of this is fair. none of it. 2b doesn't deserve this. 9s doesn't deserve this. nobody deserves this, it's not fair it's not fair it's not fair it's not fair— ]


But you did. You did.

[ his voice is wet and so very, very small. ]
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[personal profile] talim 2017-11-01 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
... Yeah. I think you should.

[ but before she can, he reaches out to grasp her sleeve. ]

Just—

Just give me some time to think. Okay? I'll... I'll come to you when I'm ready. I don't know when that will be, but... I promise.

[ he ducks his head, hiding his face. he can't even look at her. ]

I'm sorry, 2B.
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[personal profile] talim 2017-11-01 05:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ jude stares at her retreating back without a word, cheeks stained and chest aching. he stands and stares at her until she's completely out of sight.

he can't recall the last time something hurt this much. ]
Edited 2017-11-01 05:37 (UTC)
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[personal profile] talim 2017-11-01 08:51 pm (UTC)(link)
I LITERALLY JUST FORGOT TO FINISH WRITING THIS TAG BEFORE I SENT IT