[There's no denial. So much of her existence has been tied to this single, repeated act, there's no point in even trying to pretend otherwise. In a way, there's almost something relieving for Jude to know. Even now 9S isn't upset with her for what she did. With Jude, at least someone is.
But there's something almost cruelly funny about that too. Can she ever simply care about someone, without having to hurt them too? She never would've wanted to upset Jude like this, but how could she not when he wanted the truth and deserved it?]
It's like I said. You won't like me. You shouldn't. [Why someone like her is the last person who deserves his admiration.] I should leave.
[There's no way she could possibly comfort him, as much as it pains her to see him so upset. But she thinks remaining with him will only hurt him more.]
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[There's no denial. So much of her existence has been tied to this single, repeated act, there's no point in even trying to pretend otherwise. In a way, there's almost something relieving for Jude to know. Even now 9S isn't upset with her for what she did. With Jude, at least someone is.
But there's something almost cruelly funny about that too. Can she ever simply care about someone, without having to hurt them too? She never would've wanted to upset Jude like this, but how could she not when he wanted the truth and deserved it?]
It's like I said. You won't like me. You shouldn't. [Why someone like her is the last person who deserves his admiration.] I should leave.
[There's no way she could possibly comfort him, as much as it pains her to see him so upset. But she thinks remaining with him will only hurt him more.]